im so tired.

let me sleep.

i just want one win. a single win. something that i can be proud of.

thats all ive ever wanted. let me do something. anything. please.

just let me be something.

i dont want to sit here and write. god god god god

take the leap

lord let me go

please

nothing works nothing works i just want to tear my hair out

i want attention but i hate attention and

god im such a nonce

free me free me

free me forever

like sand in the wind

a whisper in the dark

slit my throat