落花流水

「 2025 」

i miss you, god

Posted at # rambling

oh, my lord, where are you?

i’m lost. i’m so lost.
and i want to believe, i really do.
in you, in me, in it.

but i’m sure you know it’s really hard
i know you didn’t seal my heart
my ears are still listening
my eyes still seeing

so god, god, my god
make me come to you
please
please

let me see you
let me see you
let me believe again

because without you
i truly have nothing
nothing and no one

not mom, not dad, not my family
just you

so god, my lord
ease my doubts
assure me
and give me the chance again
to believe


it’s you who i want to turn to
not anyone else
not another man
or another message

i dont want comfort
i want comfort and truth

so please
give me a sign
please
please
please

because i’m still here
and i’m still waiting
for you
my lord