落花流水

「 2026 」

jdasjdasjs

Posted at # rambling

im so tired
im so so tired

i hate everything i hate me i hate you i hate my job i hate i hate i hate i hate

IM FUCKING FALLING APART AND ITS ALL MY FAULT

WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING

WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I BEEN DOING

WHAT THE FUCK

WHAT THE FUCK

WHAT THE FUCK

PLEASE SOMEONE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME

I THOUGHT I COULD DO IT MYSELF I THOUGHT I THOUGHT

PLEASE

GOD

PLEASE

MY BRAIN DOESNT WORK

SO HELP ME

PLEASE

I KNOW I DONT DESERVE IT

I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW

AND I KNOW ILL BE UNGRATEFUL ONCE MORE

BUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE IM SO TIRED

i cant do this anymore

i cant i cant i cant

im going insane

i cant think, literally literally literally

i read a word and i immediately forget it

im so lost im so gone im so gone

ive fucing jerked myself off to death ive fucking eaten myself to death ive fucking lazed myself to death

im a failure im a failure im a failure

the house is burning down and i set the fire

and i refuse to escape but whine about being trapped

oh my fuck oh my fuck oh my fuck

two days

two days to get an a in THREE FUCKING MIDTERMS

OR IM FUCKED IM FUCKED IM FUCKED IM FUCKED IM FUCKED IM FUCKED IM FUCKED IM FUCKED IM FUCKED